Well we went and seen our baby last night. I sat there holding that little guy and I do mean little 2 lbs 6 oz and my heart was just over flowing for him. I didn't think it would be possible to love a little one as much as I do my biological grandsons but let me tell you this little guy has captured our hearts. I feel like God just dropped him down from heaven into our lives. I knew I needed to get up and let him go so that my DH could go in and hold him a while but I just didn't want to. I am so thankful that his birth parents didn't want him but at the same time it enrages me. I look down at this little person and just wonder how anyone could just walk away. I later looked at the picture that our son took of his dad when I fianally let him take his turn and I could tell by the look on his face that he felt the same. As I write this the tears for some reason just fall knowing that this little guy still has such a long way to go. But like I told our daughter in-law, he knows he's loved and that will make all the difference.