Well we went and seen our baby last night. I sat there holding that little guy and I do mean little 2 lbs 6 oz and my heart was just over flowing for him. I didn't think it would be possible to love a little one as much as I do my biological grandsons but let me tell you this little guy has captured our hearts. I feel like God just dropped him down from heaven into our lives. I knew I needed to get up and let him go so that my DH could go in and hold him a while but I just didn't want to. I am so thankful that his birth parents didn't want him but at the same time it enrages me. I look down at this little person and just wonder how anyone could just walk away. I later looked at the picture that our son took of his dad when I fianally let him take his turn and I could tell by the look on his face that he felt the same. As I write this the tears for some reason just fall knowing that this little guy still has such a long way to go. But like I told our daughter in-law, he knows he's loved and that will make all the difference.

PETS! I guess I need to explain about the goldfish. You see our little Luke is highly allergic to furry animals. Being around them causes a bad reaction which in turn causes an asthma attack. He loves animals and wanted a pet so bad. So much so at the age of three he told his mom the other day that he had asked God to take away his allergies but God was too busy to listen. Well for easter he recieved some money so he took his money along with some of Daddy's money and got to pick out a gold fish. No its not a dog, cat, or some other furry critter he could hold but as you can see by the look on his face he is tickled. Even if it is just a little fish this is one happy little boy.

Ok all you Sp people. Yeah you know who I mean. Here it is the long awaited blog. Now do tell what do I do? HMMMM! As Nancy said regarding her doing one this will probably bore you but it just gives me another place to show off my three little boys. That is if I can figure out how to do it. I would like to figure out how to personilize this so it isn't so ugly and boring.